The project was started in October 2020 as an attempt to accept the changes, and was finished 3 years later as an act of full acceptance and letting go. -- October 2023
Reflecting on October 2020, it becomes clear that I was grappling with significant changes that had come my way. It took me few years to adapt, and during this period, I was too absorbed in the process to fully comprehend the extent of these adjustments.
Only after everything had settled into place, and I was completely immersed in my new circumstances, the weight of these changes hit me suddenly and harshly. It was as if the cracks in the room served as a constant visual reminder of my unease.
I found myself struggling to accept the fact that everything had shifted, and I needed to adopt a fresh perspective. It felt as if everything around me was unraveling, and I had little to no control over the situation.
Throughout this period, my art provided a consistent source of solace. It unwittingly became the canvas through which I could express and process my emotions, helping me understand why I felt compelled to convey myself in this manner.
This film is a reminder to myself, to you or anyone going through changes, expected or not, - it's gonna be just fine.